Yutopar Baby Girl, Learning Disablity, Lossing Weight, Unborn Child, Nauses

I'm a 40 year old mother of three children, my first child was a full term delivery, my second I was losing weight and went into premature labor at roughly 24 weeks, I started using Yutopar to put the labor on hold, I've never experienced anything like Yutopar, the side effects were awful, I was nausea's, very weak, unable to really even move, could not talk, did not want to be touched, headaches, made me think what it was doing to my unborn child, I did deliver a premiate baby girl at 29 weeks 5 pounds 2 oz 18 inches long, was born with jaundice other then that we didn't notice anything odd or not right with our baby until we got her home from the hospital, she cried for hours never seemed content, she had a few issues with ear infections so we were in and out of the Dr. office, as my child became older she was very withdrawn and would rather be alone, she was placed in a learning disability class due to learning difficulties, she is very high strung emotionally, and was diagnostic bipolar at the age of 14, she is now 18, my third birth was preterm born at 32 week, but didn't use Yutopar for this pregnancy, the side effects that I experienced were overwhelming to me and I choose to go it alone and she was healthy baby girl at 5'14 19 inches long