Remicade the Worse Nightmare

Im 39 yrs old up to my 38 yrs old I was a very healthy person never saw a physician unless was for a physical or anything for a school paper. I started having lower stomach pain went to see a gastroenterology and I got diagnosed with crohns. Right away they wanted to put me on remicade. It's been almost a year being on tht medication and today I can't barely move. My ankles, knees, wrists, neck and even fingers are swollen unable to move them. It's frustrating not being able to even pick up a remote control cause it feels so heavy for me. I can't even turn in bed without help. There are some days that I can't even go to work. The sad part is that I started researching this medication somewhat too late almost a yr later. Today I'm suffering from a lot of pain and feel like if I were a complete handicap person. I will definitely take action into this situation. It's just not fair that this medication is out there killing people.