Do I Need a Mediction for A.D.H.D ??

I'm a 43 yr old woman . I have been addicted to Vicodin & percicet / I also had done some other drug's but most of my addittion was Vic's & perc's. I have been on a Methadone clinice for 11 yrs ,it has been a GREAT medication for me with my back pain I have (I also had a back operation that is what got me addicted) Well to make a long story short I have been seeing a phych. to recive the med's that I need's also (zanaz, welbutrion & celexa ) . In the past years I have found myself lieing to myself & my phic Doctor trying to make him like me and not to take my zanaz away from me . BUT in the mean time I wasn't thinking of ME I didn't want him to think I was crazy and not get the med's and now I find out that I am on the WRONG drugs and have been diagnosed wrong (sumwhat) I do have deep depressyion BUT I also NO I have ADHD and I don't think my Doctor believes me now ? I tried to go to him and explain to him what has been going on but it was hard I just told him my symtoms and he just can't figure out why all of a sudden they have changed . I don't have the gut's to tell him (should I waitch Doctor's ?? ) I feel so alone I no that I need a med that work's for me (well there is a few I have been looking my syptoms up on line and everyone of them are saying that i ether need Addirol or someother med's that help . Please help me if anyone is out there that has had been in the same situation PLEASE write me back or if there's a phys. out there that could help me it would be GREATLY appreceated !!!! Thank you HousemomT